Something real.

I have so much to say these days. So much that cannot possibly be put into vague enough paragraphs to fit on this page.

The past few weeks have been confusing. I have had this longing. Not a longing for anything in particular, just a longing. An inscrutable, abysmal longing. It has left me scratching my head and delving deep into my soul to try and uncover the origin of the mysterious yearn. Why do we want what we can't have? That seems like the story of the century- or better yet, of human kind.

I need to start seeing the things I desire. Seeing is believing.